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Saturday, June 21, 2003

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N-O-R-M

posted by =*=ThE*KRisP=*= at 10:41 PM

Friday, June 20, 2003

Ergh.. Okay... My summer vacation of 03 has OFFICIALLY started!!! I had all my regents's... I failed the math :( 52.. But then again 60% of NYS failed it... It was shit.. total bullshit... I did get a 96 on my global! ^_^ ! And those are the only 2 grades I know so far.. hopefully I did better on the other 2.... Mel spenter the nights last night, and we sucked helium, then recorded ourselves... It was funny... Come on now, we live in s-ve.. there is never ANYTHING to do..and we're amused easily with stupid stuff like sucking in helium and having our voices change... Kevin was like "dont do that, I don't like it, your going to become a helium addict and die!" yes yes, thank you MOMMY kevin.. But we's gonna be just fine.... Its not like we do it all the time... hrmm...mel and I attempted to walk to the cemetary last night with a flash light..but we got to the center of chuck aldermin field and just stood there, noticing how dark it was :/ we's be CHICKENS... Hrm..

My dad was annoying me earlier about getting a job..he was like lecturing about how when I go to college, I'm going to HaVe to support myself some how to make ends meet.... yes yes, I know... Maybe I'll get a job soon.. you never know.. Laziness can be overcome.......... I think..

wellllll... Not much has happened the past few days... Just alot of tests.... This week has gone by fast... I just hope the summer doesn't just FLY BY... With me not doing anything at all..... Meh, me write more later....

posted by =*=ThE*KRisP=*= at 11:18 PM

Tuesday, June 17, 2003

aEsThEtiConSPrCY: okay kevin
aEsThEtiConSPrCY: if i was to describe to someone
aEsThEtiConSPrCY: how pale i am
aEsThEtiConSPrCY: how would you describe it
aEsThEtiConSPrCY: ?
TeleKevin: Well you can use different things
TeleKevin: Like you can say "I look like a golf ball"
aEsThEtiConSPrCY: hey :-(
TeleKevin: Or you can say it all artistic-gay like
TeleKevin: "WHITE LIKE THE SILKY CIRRUS ALONG THE SERENE BLUE BACKDROP OF A NEW DAY'S HORIZON"
aEsThEtiConSPrCY: hahaha
TeleKevin: Or you can be like
aEsThEtiConSPrCY: i wanna hear u say that!
TeleKevin: "Fuckin pale"

posted by =*=ThE*KRisP=*= at 9:19 PM

The Golden Age of Grotesque~ Marilyn manson (I LOVE THIS SONG!!!!!!)

All our monkeys have monkeys
We drive all down across town in jaguar limosines
We're not fantastic motherfuckers, but we play them on tv
It's a dirty world reich. Say what you like It's a dirty world reich.
Say what you like Well hello I'm gloominati and we aim to the press Discover a sacreligion,
this is the golden age of grotesque
Well hello I'm gloominati and we aim to the press
Discover a sacreligion, this is the golden age of grotesque
The devils are girls with Van Gogh's missing ear and say what you want,
but filth is all that they hear I've got the jigger to make all you bigger,
ladies or gentlemen So drop your piss roommate
and make sure you're not late you tramps and lunatics
Here's a trick that's gonna make you click Well hello
I'm gloominati and we aim to the press Discover a sacreligion,
this is the golden age of grotesque Well hello I'm gloominati
and we aim to the press Discover a sacreligion, t
his is the golden age of grotesque It's a dirty world reich.
Say what you like It's a dirty world reich. Say what you like
So I'll buy my tit boy Tommy tries rowdy-rowdy honey finger
goodbye dolls Hells a poppin'; open your third nostril put on your
black face and your God is gone Well hello I'm gloominati and
we aim to the press Discover a sacreligion, this is the golden
age of grotesque Well hello I'm gloominati and we aim to the press
Discover a sacreligion, this is the golden age of grotesque
We sing la la la la la la la We sing la la la la la la la la la la la la la la
We sing la la la la la la la

posted by =*=ThE*KRisP=*= at 6:34 PM

Sunday, June 15, 2003

^I love that pix0r^

yes, if all you fellow blog-readers out there couldn't tell..that would be me and Jordan.. and yes, we are buds again... Got all the quarks worked out.. Realized almost every guy is an asshole, and that NONE of them should be trusted... Well, there is that exception to the few decent guys out there... but again, that is FEW..VERY..FEW..
But jordan is a good friend.... we need to stop having jerry moments though >_< We're getting better... We're all growing up..and soon we'll realize things matter more than guys fucking everything up.... I spent the night at her house on friday..and we went to Ithaca on Sat... Walked around the commons, and went to the mall.. we saw marjie at the bus stop too.. LoL... ASS DIMPLES *Sigh* its just not fair jordan, I WANT THEM! ;)

Okay.. krispi-life-update..
Hrm.. Summer break will officially start at the end of next friday.. thats right... This week should be almost all half days... well.. yeah it basically will... Tomorrow there is a lovely English final, then wed-friday are all regents.. AHHH REGENTS >_< it's okay... As long as I remember to BREATH... I will be OkAy... I just wish I could fast-forward this week through to the end of friday... When freedom hits.. I think i'll be alot happier when I can sit here being absolutely-ToTaLLy lazy.. You know, sleep, eat..do everything how, when, and WHERE I want to do it.. ;) without worrying about school.... Too bad it only last for like 2 months.... I guess it's better than nothing... I really feel like because of my laziness, im throwing my whole future away... I could be doing so much better in school, and in life... I could end up going to a really good college.. but NOOO .. I have to let laziness, and emotions get in the way of EvErYtHiNg.. I'm going to end up like my dad, or mom... Well, if I end up like my mom... all I need to do is marry a nice old..old guy.... But when he dies, then where will I be? So that plan is shot... My dad.. well, sure he lives an OKAY life.. But it could be so much better.. He's stuck with a job he hates.. that he's hated since the 70's..and he doesn't even get paid that much... COLLEGE.. I am DEFINITLY going to college...

I saw my mommy this weekend..and I gotta admit... it was better than most.. I really miss my mom... I miss her alot actually... You know, theres just that mom feel that you get... the things they do...their voice... the mommy perfume smell? I miss it all... Thats funny, I just thought of when I was little.. When I did see my mom, the thing I would remember most about her, is the way she smelled..she always smelled SOOO GOOD...Well..I mean, we've never really been like EXTREMELY close... Just because of the fact she lived in NC for like 7-8 years... But I think I might go up more often...we've definitly been closer than we are now... And my step dad.. I love fran... Seriously.. He's so protective of me... and he's just great...even if he DOES have way of bad humor, and making jokes I find more offending then humourous... He's just like my second dad... Or grandpa.. I kind-of do consider him more of a grandpa figure.. But then agian, he doesn't act all old and stuff... bah I dunno.. He was lecturing me all the way home about being safe when im cars with other peoples... He's lost alot of people he knows to accidents, especially his kids... Like Joelle (grandaughter) and my brother... and I cant really think or remember if there's more.. but he was all like "You know, just take your cell phone with you anywhere you go..and if you ever need a ride because someone's been drinking, or you don't feel safe..or ANYTHING..just call me" I really just want to cry right now... I miss that part of my life alot tonight... Even in my dysfunctional family... When im up there... There is always things that don't change.. Like the food, and my grandma...and the way my mom is... I went up there this weekend, and was actually bummed my mom changed around funiture in the kitchen, and family room...and bathrooms...Blah...It makes me sad that fran is so old.. :( he's not going to be around to see my kids when I have them.. He MIIGHT..but he'll be all senile and stuff.. he just turned 77... I think I will be up there more... The more I think about it.. The more I want my mom to be in my life more.... She's a part of my life I've missed too much of... And I shouldn't hold things against her... She wont be around my entire life... I shouldn't take advantage of time.... My dad, I pretty much know will live longer than her...he doesn't smoke or drink...and he has good health.. her? ha, well.. She smokes worse than a chimney.. and she has PCK (a kidney disease)...

Erm, okay enough of that... *sigh*... What to talk about eh? i just cant wait for school to be done with..For summer to start... all that good stuff...

Oh, my dad and di are back together.. *rolls eyes*... what a fool... I don't have to like her.. and I wont.. -_- But, if they get married.. I might be forced to pretend... at least if and when they get married, I wont be in this house too much longer to deal with her... I really wouldn't be able to handle her all up in my space... Im territorial... I don't even like her sucking the same air as me... She's lucky I'm being tolerable... When she's around.. I don't even look at her... Grr to my dad for being foolish!! >_<

I guess thats enough of an update for now... Tootles my lovely peoples...

posted by =*=ThE*KRisP=*= at 11:44 PM