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Saturday, June 07, 2003

Moral of the story ACCORDING TO KEVIN IS: Don't date guys with brains composed of chopped up vegitables..

posted by =*=ThE*KRisP=*= at 7:31 PM

Ahh... Well... Blah... Thursday night I went to the mall with my dad to ruby tuesdays, and then I bought some clothes.. w00 for clothes.. Buying things is always a pick-me up.. But clothing sometimes depresses me with the fact that I don't like to try so much shit on, and when it doesn't fit, I just get pissed off..yeah...well... Friday.. was a weird day.. I don't know..Just a normal day I guess... With the exception that andy is finally back online..w0000 :D:D Rachachi and I have been gettin along alot better lately.. I don't know...I guess time heals everything, and things change... Friendships anymore are like yo-yo's.... closer, farther away, and then closer again.. But I do know that when people like rachel and I have been friends for so long, giving up is just NOT WORTH IT...losing rachel isn't worth it... I love my hottcakes ;)
True friends are rare anymore, and I guess I should really value the ones I have....

School is almost done.. i've got 3 more class days, and then its locals and regents : / .. I already did one of the final essay's for paasch, but we still have to do what? 3 more essays?? Blah... Writting seems to be easier when I just keep my mind open to things...

I'm seriously considering chopping my hair off.. not that short, like below my chin.. I just need something different.. the long hair is a pain in the ass, and its BORING >_<
-B-o-R-i-N-G-

Im so emotional :( Stupid hormones... i was watching this show on TLC today, about pregnancy and birth...and every baby that came out, was just so amazing..and this one woman had this baby pre-maturely, It was only about 5 months old, and I just started balling.. I was just like "wow...Living breathing things like that inside of her tummy.." :( *happy-amazing tears* you know all that hormonal cry-baby stuff..Kevin said he didn't get it, and it must be a chick thing...He said he thought it was gross..But then again he hates baby's and anything a few years younger than him.. OH WAIT...Kevin just hates most living things anyways ;) You big jerk! ;)

Ever stop to think, that if everyone was blind, half of the stuff we let get to us, wouldn't even bother us... this world is made up of what things look like, and perfection through image.. and im so sick of it... Im starting to not care so much.. it'll take some time.. but I REALLY AM just starting to realize that looks have no significance in the big picture of life... Why wait until im an old lady to finally not care about all of this aesthetic shit... If I could just get away from worrying so much about every detail of my body and face, I would be a much happier person..and a much smarter person.. I won't be occupied with always thinking and worrying about how I look... I'll actually be occupied with thinking and wondering about the real things in life that ACTUALLY matter....

posted by =*=ThE*KRisP=*= at 7:22 PM

Thursday, June 05, 2003

ARE YOU HAPPY NOW? ~ Michelle Branch

now
don't just walk away
pretending everything's okay
and you don't care 'bout me

and i
know it's just no use
when all your lies become your truths
and i don't care

could you look me in the eye
and tell me that you're happy now
would you tell it to my face
or have i been erased
are you happy now?
are you happy now?

and you, took all there was to take
and left me with an empty plate
and you don't care 'bout it
and i, am giving up this game
and leaving you with all the blame
'cause i don't care
yeah yeah yeah

could you look me in the eye
and tell me that you're happy now
would you tell it to my face
oh, are you happy now?
are you happy now?

do you really have
everything you want
you could never give
something you aint got
You can't run away from yourself

could you look me in the eye
and tell me that you're happy now
yeah yeah
come on
tell it to my face
or have i been replaced
are you happy now

would you look me in the eye
could you look me in the eye
I've had all that I can take
and I'm about to break
'Cause you're happy now
Are you happy now?

posted by =*=ThE*KRisP=*= at 11:49 PM

Wednesday, June 04, 2003

"I wake up in the morning, and put on my face, the one thats gonna get me through another day, doesn't really matter, how I feel inside, this life is Like a game sometimes.."

posted by =*=ThE*KRisP=*= at 11:45 AM

Tuesday, June 03, 2003

Alright..so lately, alot has sucked.. But, the world will still turn.. Like I guess the only true friends I have, are the ones who are leaving me this summer ~ but just cuz they're gone in distance of miles, doesn't mean they're gone in distance of friendship.... I'm sick of being ridiculed and hurt by certain people, who used to claim they were my friend.. I refuse to argue with you anymore jordan, especially not in my online journal..its childish and stupid... I will say one thing though, you believe other people, who hardly know me, that say things about me, I.E~Shaun..and I.E~Chris.. If you don't want to believe me, then fine.. I know the truth, I know what I did AND didn't say, and I can't MAKE anyone believe it...
"although you have some serious issues, and even though i still dont want to talk to you, i added you for a second todya for the first time in months and am actually proud your finally understanding that kristy isnt your friend"~Shaun.. okay, Jordan.. This is a guy who is telling you that you have serious issues and that he doesnt want to talk to you, YET he's proud of you? oh yeah, sounds like someone who can really be trusted to tell the truth about things...you sure as hell have a way of choosing friends..
Im through playing these stupid games, with these stupid people... I'm going to just stick by to the REAL FRIENDS, that DONT JUDGE ME, and don't believe everything everyone else says about me..... I do have feelings too ya know? Just stop posting all this Bullshit online, it's not getting either of us ANYWHERE... if we need to deal with our problems, we can deal with them face to face, you know, so the entire world doesn't have to be involved?

I have a concert today :/ oboeeee time... I always feel like im gonna mess up, I hope I do okay...Grrarr.. I talked to levis on the phone last night.. That was pretty schnazzy considering I havn't talked to him in forever....I miss my boiiii... But I missed school yesterday...again.. It would be easier to get to school in the morning, if People didn't always forget about me.... I called 3 different people, and got answering machines everytime... But thats okay, whatever.. Life goes on...

Hrm.. a special shout out to AnDrEw-BaBy ;) Your awsome hun...

and uhm, thats it for now...

posted by =*=ThE*KRisP=*= at 7:12 AM

Monday, June 02, 2003

Here Is Gone~ Goo Goo Dolls

You and I got something
But it's all and then it's nothing to me, yeah
And I got my defenses
When it comes to your intentions for me, yeah
And we wake up in the breakdown
Of the things we never thought we could be, yeah
I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
We got to move you darling
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

And I want to get free, talk to me
I can feel you fallin'
And I wanted to be, all you need
Somehow here is gone

I have no solution
To the sound of this pollution in me, yeah
And I was not the answer
So forget you ever thought it was me, yeah

I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
What do you got to move you darling
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

And I want to get free, talk to me
I can feel you fallin'
And I wanted to be, all you need
Somehow here is gone

And I don't need the fallout
Of all the past that's in between us
And I'm not holding on
And all your lies weren't enough to keep me here

And I want to get free, talk to me
I can feel you fallin'
And I wanted to be, all you need
Somehow here is gone

posted by =*=ThE*KRisP=*= at 9:33 AM

Anglos Rune: Take over Ithaca
Anglos Rune: Just not the world, leaves no room for me ):
aEsThEtiConSPrCY: I dont live in ithaca
Anglos Rune: But isn't that where everything is?
aEsThEtiConSPrCY: lol
aEsThEtiConSPrCY: well
aEsThEtiConSPrCY: That or elmira-horseheads
Anglos Rune: yeah don't say that word around me
Anglos Rune: It's weird
aEsThEtiConSPrCY: LoL
aEsThEtiConSPrCY: Well
aEsThEtiConSPrCY: elmira
aEsThEtiConSPrCY: is one city/town thing
Anglos Rune: Who'd want to live in a town called that
aEsThEtiConSPrCY: and horseheads
aEsThEtiConSPrCY: is another
aEsThEtiConSPrCY: lol

** Well.. I guess mel was right.. People think HorSeHeadS is like.. The weirdest name ever for a town/city thing... o_O **

posted by =*=ThE*KRisP=*= at 9:14 AM

""you actually think i'm scared?? ha!

I just feel nice, ya know, nice, the thing opposite from being a bitch!

i'm sorry that your fucken main issue is your afriad what ppl think of you, if you can bitch me out and then get scared that others know, thats prettty fucked up! you have no idea how fricken bitchy you really are. Dont fuck with me, because i know all of your weak spots! you would lose everytime, just keep that in mind. friends dont say shit about each other.""~Number ONE stuck up bitch..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Yes well, lets make something clear.. I'm not the one saying shit about you behing your fucking back, fucking asshole!! >_< Im saying shit about you right now, and your free to know it.... I don't talk about you behind your fucking back..Don't be a fucking HYPOCRITE now, because I mean, come on.. you thrive off from hurting other people, and getting what YOU WANT...You know damn fucking well that I bitched you out because you were accusing me of shit I never did or said... And it was all just bullshit..If your going to post a PRIVATE CONVORSATION PUBLICLY, YOU COULD AT LEAST POST THE WHOLE FUCKING THING... I mean, The ONLY reason you posted THE END OF IT, is so people would have pity for you, and turn against ME.. "oh POOR PERFECT JORDAN..She can NEVER do any wrong.... LOOK at what this GIRL SAID To HER, OMG I CANT BELIEVE IT!!! UGH!" You obviously know nothing about me, so don't pretend to.. i've been through more shit in my life then you could ever even IMAGINE.... "Dont fuck with me, because I know all of your weak spots" I don't think so.. I can cause more confrontation then you EVER THOUGHT POSSIBLE.. I've been to places you've never even imagined being... So go do something that would help the world out, and crawl back into the backstabbin, scum sewer you came from..

oh, and by the way.. I DO KNOW HOW MUCH OF A BITCH I AM..And I'm PROUD of it....But Unlike some people, I actually use my bitchyness when I have a RIGHT to use it... to PROTECT myself...

Get over yourself JORDAN..

posted by =*=ThE*KRisP=*= at 8:25 AM

PEOPLE FUCKING SUCK SO FUCKING MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TRUST...IS THERE SUCH A THING?

HARDEST THING TO GAIN, EASIEST THING TO LOSE..

ITS AMAZING WHAT PEOPLE COME UP WITH ABOUT YOU, TO GET SOMEONE ELSE TO TURN ON YOU.... AND THESE ARE PEOPLE THAT ARE SUPPOSED TO BE YOUR FRIENDS...

posted by =*=ThE*KRisP=*= at 1:34 AM