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Saturday, May 03, 2003

yey, I finally got my eyebrow ring changed.. Its no longer a hoop, but a post! w00t...

im kindof tired..and blahhh...I've been up since 9 doing shit..and I drove alot today...My dad is squeezing the time outta me...He never wants to be home, and he practicly begs me to go places with him.....blah..oh well...

Im seriously bored right now...and this is the reason I really didn't want to come up here to my moms.. .THERE IS NOTHING TO DO..and I mean NOTHING...no one is online, I don't normally watch tv...and my mom lives out in the middle of NO WHERE.>_<

oh well...

posted by =*=ThE*KRisP=*= at 5:39 PM

Ahh okay..Sorry i've been lazy and not updating this lately....Mel and I always speak too soon about not gettin in trouble with things...we did get called down, but we didn't get ISS..he let us choose between ISS and 4 detentions....and we took the 4 detentions....Fun oh fun...Theres only like 35 more days of school left total..I think its only like 25 class days...like if you don't include field day, and off days, and regents days....I just really can't wait until summer...Even though ima hafta get a job this summer, it beats going to school..and at least i'll have money...

I kind-of got over my phobia of driving..I mean, I still get scared shitless sometimes..But I can at least do most of the normal driving things people do.. Like actually go in reverse, and turn and stuff.. LoL....so..I don't know..I happen to be very proud of me...^_^.. and my dad bought my car from diane...he got a good deal..and now I also have my car back! ^_^.. w00t for me

My dad is again, crazy..I feel so awful for him....I think he seriously thinks he's gonna be alone for the rest of his life..He said he sent Diane flowers @ her work today..saying thanks for the 8+ years of your life that you devoted to me..And blah blah...And he said if she'd take him back..he'd go back in a heart beat... *sigh*....He asked me tonight if he thinks he'll make it getting over diane.. im just like "OF COURSE DAD!! ITS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD" well that was a mistake because then he goes on about how shes the only person he's ever loved before..that at age 53 he knows what love is, and how she broke his heart..and blah blah blah.. >_< ITS ACTUALLY DRIVING ME INSANE!!!! but he's my dad..I love him..and I need to just sit there, shut up, and listen....

I wanna get my libre peirced.. ( I think thats how you spell it) and I hate to say this..but my dad is vulnerable right now..The perfect time to manipulate him into taking me to get it done!! XD..this weekend im gettin my eyebrow ring changed..so for you fiz00L's out there who have been tired of looking @ the same one i've had for the past 5..6..however months its been..Im seriously planning on changing it...about time eh? me excited..peircings are hot.. ;-)

okay enough of my psycho-babble for now....TO BE CONTINUED! ;-)

posted by =*=ThE*KRisP=*= at 2:19 AM

Wednesday, April 30, 2003

Th3 Kr1sP: Eenie
Th3 Kr1sP: meenie
Th3 Kr1sP: Miney
Th3 Kr1sP: Moe
Xx0bs0letexX: catch a krispi by her toe
Th3 Kr1sP: LoL
Xx0bs0letexX: if she screams please run away
Xx0bs0letexX: so you dont have to hear her swinging a machete your way

*damn mel..I was in a bad mood....and i've had this major writters block for a while..and when i was all "fuck the world, cuz everything sucks" I had writters block no more.. BUT NO MELODY HAD TO MAKE ME LAUGH! >_<

;)

I wuv my mels...:P

posted by =*=ThE*KRisP=*= at 11:44 PM

"Freaking out"~Adema

I was so much an outcast,
no one ever liked me 'cause I wasn't wanted.
I was so different from the rest of 'em all
fucked up on the drugs, from all the speed
and I never got no sleep
'cause I kept on trippin' over what they said
and everything that my mom said made me mad
and everything that my dad said made me sad.

Why am I even trying?
I'm crying it out, I'm crying it out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
spinning 'round, spinning 'round
I've fallen down
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
you keep shootin' those glances
relating to the rawness of a fuckin lost kid
trying so hard to become just like me
talk like me, walk like me
you keep tripping on everything i wear
everytime I swear, even when it comes to my hair
it seems like you don't have the time to relate to my kind
I'm not a dumb fool in your life

why am I even trying
I'm crying itout, I'm crying it out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
spinning 'round, spinning 'round
I've fallen down
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
I'm tripping out, i'm tripping out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
coming down, breaking down
I've hit the ground
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out

now do you trip?
are you still tripping on me?
now do you trip?
why are you tripping on me?

posted by =*=ThE*KRisP=*= at 11:08 PM

"Stupid Girl"~Garbage

You pretend you're high
Pretend you're bored
Pretend you're anything
Just to be adored
And what you need
Is what you get

Don't believe in fear
Don't believe in faith
Don't believe in anything
That you can't break

You stupid girl
You stupid girl
All you had you wasted
All you had you wasted

What drives you on
Can drive you mad
A million lies to sell yourself
Is all you ever had

Don't believe in love
Don't believe in hate
Don't believe in anything
That you can't waste

You stupid girl
You stupid girl
Can't believe you fake it
Can't believe you fake it

Don't believe in fear
Don't believe in pain
Don't believe in anyone
That you can't tame

You stupid girl
You stupid girl
All you had you wasted
All you had you wasted

You stupid girl
You stupid girl
Can't believe you fake it
Can't believe you fake it

You stupid girl
You stupid girl
Can't believe you fake it
Can't believe you fake it

You stupid girl

posted by =*=ThE*KRisP=*= at 9:36 PM

eep, sorry for the last spastic post.... I was a tad hyper....I feel really shitty right now..Ugh, Like physically and mentally..Just BLAH...I took a nap, and my dad woke me up once, and I was half asleep, I guess he asked me if I wanted to go get ice cream, and then I just changed my mind and went back to sleep..o_O..Then he woke me up again, for I don't know what reason...Something about how depressed he is because Diane was going over to that guy's house...I think I was really pissy and told him to get over it...I dont know.. I WAS SLEEPING....But...He does need to realize that shes totally not worth what he's going through...I still say my dad needs therepy, that he's NEEDED therepy since him and my mom got divorced...:X But he is so against it...Ugh..I dunno..my family seriously puts the fun into disfuncuntional..But thats okay....I guess everyone has their quarks...
I got my report card...And I actually did better then I THOUGHT I would....Like..ALOT better..I thought i was going to have like three 70 somethings..But my lowest grade is an 81...(and in that class kuhn even TOLD me I had like a 75..hmph..Guess he changed his mind) My highest is like a 94....me average is 86.4 ^_^.. Im so gettin my c-pass back with one of those thingy majigers...

Ugh..Regents is sooo soon.. Someone...please just..shoot me :(:(:( .. Im so scared.....I feel like im gonna fail them all...Especially MATH and SPANISH....@!##@%$#%$^ grrrr

Okay, whatever..I don't have much else to say...

posted by =*=ThE*KRisP=*= at 9:32 PM

Eep..school....I NEVER GOT ISS..
well we havnt had it so far.....We're just hoping that they forgot over break...I wouldn't have minded having ISS on monday, just because of the fact I didn't do any homework and I wasn't prepared at all because I thought that I wouldn't have to go to classes....Oh wells.. ^_^

Ahhh.....Im hungry :( Kind-of..I really just want gum...Cuz gum is good, and it makes u feel kind-of full..yeah, whatever...AND IT GIVES U GOOD BREATH! :O

Yeah i just told mel about a dream i had last night..I was in math class..in front of everyone..Holding Machette (big knife thing) and I was standing there..Just looking, and everyone was looking back at me..And I stabbed myself in my stomach..No blood or anything came out, but i felt the pain, and I then pulled it out..and Mr.Kuhn came up next to me, and tried taking the knife away, and I cut his hand off..Then I just went crazy, and started swinging the knife everywhere trying to hurt people.....And I was just going crazy..Everyone in the class was just staring at me, and one girl was crying...Then some teachers come in and restrain me and pull me down the stairs and outside, while i still have the knife, and Im like still swinging it everywhere, and then melody was in front of me, and I looked @ her, and just dropped the knife, and was thrown in the cop car..

okay bell rang..tootles//

posted by =*=ThE*KRisP=*= at 11:42 AM

Sunday, April 27, 2003

Ahh im home from NYC...NYC is like a whole different planet compared to s-ve...I woulnt be able to spend that much time there without going crazy.. But i had fun.. lots-o fun... mel, jordie, and anne are quite the friends.. LoL im going through withdrawls of them.....Even tho i lost my boston ring in the 'happenin BK'.. >_< GRRR.. oh well...Its only a peice of silver...... Aida was a really really good broadway production...it was amazing actually...totally worth every cent i spent on it.....I think everyone should see a broadway play at some point in their life...hell, LOTS of them.....
The WTC area is really really sad.. :( Ive been emotional this whole weekend.....Aunt flow is gonna come visit me soon, and for all those people out there who know Aunt flow as well as I do, they know what im talking about.... so emotional.. I wanted to cry when i was there.... Its just so incredibly sad.... I really wish I could have seen the WTC's before they went down..... But *sigh* i dunno

Ahh...My dad I think has lost every bit of sanity he ever had... I was walking out to the kitchen, and on the table was the book "Men are from Mars, women are from venus" with his glasses right on top of the book.. I opened it, and i guess he's read quite a bit of it..AND theres a bunch of seperate articles in the book about like a workaholic guy losing his marriage, and stuff.....fuck diane for messin with my dad..Now he's all sensitive and stuff..... its really really weird...

Hmmm..I dont know what else to say really... one last day of SB then its back to school on tuesday.. :( Someone save me.. I like not having school.....

Meh, okay...More laterrrrr when I have something half way important to say...

posted by =*=ThE*KRisP=*= at 3:54 PM