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Friday, March 28, 2003

Woooo!! I went to school today..and today was really like a non-school day...It was math-and then I went on a "field trip" to a fossil place in ithaca...and then I had study halls for the rest of the day..oh fun oh FUN! :O
hmm..I talked to rachel for hours on the telly tonight!! gotta love her!! >_<

WHY DOES EVERYONE FEEL THE NEED TO DISCRIMINATE OTHER PEOPLE? WHY DO U CARE WHAT THEY LOOK LIKE ANYWAYS? YOU SHOULD ONLY CARE ABOUT YOURSELF!! JESUS!!

If im fat or skinny, white or black, peirced or NOT PEIRCED, DYED OR NOT DYED..Why the fuck do ya'll care? don't put other people down, cuz it doesn't do anything but make YOU look like an ass, and add to the growing-teen eating disorder-depression-suicide-Statistics! DAMN!!! DO YOU PEOPLE NOT KNOW THAT WORDS AND ACTIONS HURT OTHER PEOPLE?? THEY REALLY DO!!!! AND A PERSON CAN ONLY TAKE SO MUCH BEFORE THEY CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE!

Ugh it makes me sick....I don't really care that much what anyone says to me..but when people put down my friends, It makes me more angry then when people ME down!!! >_< JUST GET OVER YOUR FUCKING-ETHNOCENTRIC SELVES!!!!

Ahh okay now that i've said THAT...

I talked to Kel tonight, and I finally bought my tickets for Boston, and made my plans..Now I have to find a ride the Syracuse bus station..to drop me off and pick me up... >_< my dad is all weird about this..I guess he doesn't really want me to go..and he said if I go, he'll pay, but I'll have to find my own rides to the bus station....He's all "you'll be murderd" lol..Its a straight ride to boston..who's gonna muder me on a public bus?? yes..the Raper-Murderer of GREYHOUND!! :O And i'll be with Kel in boston..so he doesn't have anything to worry about.. Krispi is a BIG girl now! :O he may find that HARD to believe..But im 16 now..not 6, and I don't need to hold someone's hand everywhere I go.....My spring vacation is gonna kick some MAJOR ASS!! Boston the first half, and NYC the second! :D:D!! Im so psyched!

horny-whore cats need to die -_-

posted by =*=ThE*KRisP=*= at 11:40 PM

Thursday, March 27, 2003

I've got the urge to talk to myself about war..So i'm going to do that....You see this morning we had a "discussion" type of thing about war in math class..and I seriously think everyone in our class was pro-war..I felt like the only person there who was anti-war..And it was difficult, and actually EMOTIONAL trying to defend my views...
Everyone was all "protesters are bad...and they should be SUPPORTING our country!! They disrupt lives when they protest.." Well..protesters are part of what make up this country too...see...I do believe saddam is a bad person,and I do agree with the fact that he needs to be out of the iraqi government...But why do we have to hurt and kill INNOCENT others to do that? We're hurting people from our country, many more people from THEIR COUNTRY, and we're giving ourselves an even WORSE name as being an "American"...I mean...Im not against our soldiers...I say if we're going to be in a war, then our soldiers should do a good job, and defend us..because, its their job...And I'll be devestated everytime I hear another one of our soldiers dies...or goes POW...
I really think this war is un-necessary... We hardly gave them time to destroy missles, and etc...When u think of it, Where they really THAT big of a threat to us? Or does Bush just want some excuse for OIL!?

BLOOD FOR OIL

Ugh..We're investing sooo much money into this war...when this money could be HELPING people instead of killing them...in the next 6 MONTHS we're going to be spending around $75,000,000,000 DOLLARS... yeah 75 BILLION dollars is ALOT of money...I mean..ALOT!! and each day, we're spending $410,958,904
The whole goal for war is peace...

HOW IRONIC...

Its sad..How would we feel if someone just attacked and started bombing our country? because they didn't like BUSH? I mean, Bush is not at all like saddam, He's at least a much better person (maybe not the smartest) but still a better and HUMANE person....And don't forget...IRAQ was not the country we "blamed" for 911...that was AFGHANISTAN...and OSAMA BIN LADEN.....and even then it as just "Afghanistan" it was TERRORIST GROUPS...We started going after Iraq becuase of their big-huge "THREAT" to us and their nuclear weapons...not to mention the yummy yummy oil they harvest..After all they ARE the worlds 2nd leading country in oil production.....HMMMMMM *rolls eyes*..

Killing people just isn't cool...War on Iraq was really unnessary, and Bush pushed it!..What? does he want to go in the history books for being REMEMBERD for something? Ugh...yeah how about a big-dumb-monkey-look aLIKE..STUPID HEAD?!

Our world is so fucked.....

*I'm proud to be an American..I'm just not proud of our president*

We're really lucky to live in America..We have ALOT more then alot of other countries...Alot more rights, and we sure as hell make more money then any other country....I think we use that to our advantage a little too greedily..and if we're not carefull...we might just fall...

posted by =*=ThE*KRisP=*= at 3:46 PM

Ahh...Today I went to school..But damn...My ears are really like...Messed up...>_< I know yall are probably sick of hearing about my EARS..but wtfe, just shut up and READ! :-P but uh..yeah..I couldn't handle all the freaking noises that were pounding LOUDLY into my head..so I left early.. I think ima call the doc and ask if this is normal, because it didn't happen last time.....
I've been thinking alot lately about what I want out of life....I feel like..if I don't get my ass in gear soon..Im not gonna get WHAT I WANT....Ugh..I really do want to be in school..I want to do my work...but when I actually get the motivation to do something... LIFE SCREWS ME OVER.....Yeah...And as for relationships..fuck committments and like huge lovey dovey things..THEY NEVER WORK!! and its just another reason for someone to fuck you over.... so...yeah......Uhm..Not really much more on my mind....so uhh...Yesh...Mels is leaving me today to go to NJ till sunday....*sigh* now where is my entertainment...well..I guess I'll hafta rely on my pal Andy ;-) he's the bomb-diggity--
And then I gots rachachi, annie, and jord to keep me entertained in schooool...
Ahh..You know..it was snowing like huge dime sized chunks of snow this morning...and now...it's like you would have NEVER known that it snowed...its nice out....aint that funny?
Allright..

*.... :O OMG HES DEAD! *

-Suicide isn't the way...Now look @ the mess you leave people to clean up!-

posted by =*=ThE*KRisP=*= at 2:15 PM

Wednesday, March 26, 2003

Yeah..Today is a very boring day...an airplane just flew over, and I was going nuts cuz of the low noise it was making.. i was like "WHERE THE FUCK IS THAT COMING FROM!?!!? AHHH! EAR PLUGS" yeah....I'm definitly going to school tomorrow....I wouldnt want MEL to get USED to things there WITHOUT me now would I? :( gee, thanks mel..Make me feel loved.. and besides..tomorrow is fucking THURSDAY...yeah..THURSDAY...;-) okay bored bored bored BORED... ugh...I think its time for me to go back to sleep.. >_< im pooped and I havn't even done anything today...

posted by =*=ThE*KRisP=*= at 2:21 PM

Tuesday, March 25, 2003

well today I had my operation....ahhh what a crazy and LONG day.. I left here @ 8:30 and I got out of the hospital around 5... Thats a long freaking time >_< I still wreak of hospitalige....But uh..yeah Anesthesia is cooooll..But waking up from it..Isnt.. :( I went mad psycho...I always cry, But this time I actually cried so hard I was hyper-ventalating, and they had to give me MEDS to calm me down...I don't even remember everything I said, Cuz waking up from that shit is just like... I don't know confusing and groggy... But I guess I was ranting on and on about my brother, and wanting to see him now, and asking where he was...and why he died..They told my dad that his name was the first thing I said when i woke up (besides balling my stupid lil eyes out)..And that I must of had a nightmare while I was out... >_< dude..i'm so embaressed now.. cuz I made 3 nurses cry...I'm not even kidding... I don't even know what I said, But I guess I was all morbid and stuff and just saying how much I missed him...I do remember crying so hard...That sucked...But then I just passed back out...Anyways...i'm fucking miserable.. i'm still tired, and my ears hurt like hell...and the worst part is everything sounds really really....loud and hollow.... I hate it.... I hate the fact that I've had to go through this 4 times within the last 4 years...it's not some big huge surgery..but it does hurt, and it fucking SUCKS!! why can't I be normallllll????? Im planning on going to school tomorrow unless I still havnt adjusted to the sound change....BLAH...Low sounds ESPECIALLY are like.. "BOOM BOOM BOOM" like I just heard my dad walking down the hall way upstairs, REALLY well..it was soooo hollow and loud and LOW.... GRR! >.<
Ah enough of that.. within time.. I'll live and stop bitching about the stupid pain.... I want to protest :( mel said that there was somehting about a protest today...well dammit, I want to prooteessttt....ah I miss me chums from school...So I hope me feels better tomorrow.....

posted by =*=ThE*KRisP=*= at 8:16 PM

Sunday, March 23, 2003

hey I think mels showed me how to add images of me own..lets see if this works...

Hell yeah, I have the coolest fucking cat EVER...w0oT to Fibi!

posted by =*=ThE*KRisP=*= at 7:15 PM

Wow..okay..I just went driving for the first time..Diane insisted on taking me out to drive.. >_<.. Omfg i was so scared I was shaking.. and I almost started crying.. but I still did it.. >_< I dont want to drive.. I mean, why can't I just be a natural driver, and HAVE it come naturally to me? I do want to be able to go places and do things w/o needing someone to drag my ass everywhere.. But I hate it.. :( it scares the living shit out of me.. :( it really does.. Just too many people die in them, and I cant do that many things @ once.. Im NOT CORDINATED ENOUGH!! its like it means so much more to my parents then to me..Theyre all "well u need to learn to drive, its something u HAVE to do...u just need to relax" and blah blah..and...I just DONT LIKE IT!! I spaz out the most when a car comes near....>_< dammit!!
I guess I'll get it one of these days...practice..unfortunetly..makes perfect..

*sigh*

"Lady Sarah you so fine baby... someday your gonna be put on the cover of a magazine.... and I'll see to that;-)"

Oh yes..that was in darrins profile..SHOULD THAT BOTHER ME? should IT!? I dont know.. but it does.. I hate him..I hate that mother fucking-lying-dog of an ASSHOLE!! I HATE HIM!! I HATE GUYS!! ...UGH!!! :<>doasndibandusadbusadbnauanh324082hj!!! I SHOULDA JUST KNOWN HE WAS NO GOOD TO BEGIN WITH!! PLAYING-SELFISH-UNCARING ASSSHOLE!!

I AM SO CLOSE TO LOSING IT!..

posted by =*=ThE*KRisP=*= at 6:45 PM