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Thursday, January 09, 2003


I seem to be lost. I keep searching for something, that I can't find. Something deeper than what humanity goes. I'm searching for myself. My faith, my love, my hate, my beliefs, my dreams, and my future. If you consider how big the universe really is, compared to just this tiny world, and the billions of people in it, you'd realize how rare, and precious, and miraculous each human being is. Not only each human, each living THING that this planet consist of. No one ever seems to give enough credit to themselves, or those around them. How amazing and wonderful each person is. I say I seem to be lost. What does that mean exactly? Not lost in a physical sense obviously, But lost in a deep emotional maze. Emotions are power. If your ever searching for faith, it lays in the foundation of emotion. The universe is so big, Not all of it has even been DISCOVERED yet. What is really out there? What is heaven? What is hell? It all relies on faith, and what you believe in. So I sit and search for myself, and my reason of being. I can't seem to find an answer. Maybe there isn't an answer. Maybe everything is a huge illusion. Maybe Things aren't the way we think they are, we see things the way we want them to be. Faith is simply believing in what we want to be true, but you never really KNOW the answer, there is always doubt. Humanity is amazing, easily worded. The abilities, sciences, and technology people have put into our universe astonishing and remarkable, But will never be The Revelation that we're looking for. You can't prove there is a god. You can't prove there isn't life forms on other planets. You can't prove ANYTHING. 200 years ago electricity didnt even exist, that was in itself was beyond belief, a miracle. I guess the whole theory of "anything is possible" is true, that is, if you have FAITH in it. You can't have love, if you don't have faith in it. You can't have faith if you don't have emotion. We really are alone in this universe. And when I say "we" I mean each individual is alone, No one is going to understand exactly what another believes in, or exactly how they feel.

posted by =*=ThE*KRisP=*= at 12:39 AM